Wife

Sometimes I wonder,
How to be a wife?
It's a question I ponder,
How is it like having a wife life?

Do a wife need to feel like a girlfriend felt,
when the boyfriend holds her hand?

Do a wife need to feel like a girlfriend,
when she fights with her man?

I question all the time,
On how to be a wife,
I wonder if it's right,
On how to be a wife.

Is a wife suppose to feel like how I feel?
Not knowing what a "wife" is?

I question myself,
Am I doing what a wife does?

Do I laugh like I used to?
Do I cry less?
Do I talk more wife-like?
What is wife-like?
How am I suppose to sound like?

I question myself,
Am I already a wife?