Silence of Fear

I stood still, trying to calm myself,

Telling myself to keep still,

But the on going venomous words kept coming,

Poisoning my bottle of temper of feel.

All those years of keeping in that bottle,

It had finally learned to break,

As the water of anger that once was in,

Turns into flame of fire of burn.

The pressure, the same words, the same thing,

Over and over again,

I finally learn how to fight.

I now learned not to feel fear anymore,

Though I may feel a bit of guilt and ashamed,

But I'm no longer afraid of fear I once used to fear.

I may not know what's going to happen next,

But all I know,

My future has started to change.

What I did was wrong as a daughter,

But I took 29 years of silence of fear,

Though I feel the guilt and ashamed,

But I no longer afraid of fear I once used to fear.